Monthly Archives: February 2006

last day

so this is the last day before moving. man my back is sore. the tv weighs about a ton and i had to move it 3 times yesterday taking apart the entertainment stand. got to leave for work now in a few minutes. this will be the last time im on here for awhile what with moving and getting everything set up at the new place. not sure how thats gonna work yet. man is it cold out today. what a great way to start the week.
 
so good luck to anyone whos doing the same at the end of the month. take care and ill see you around sometime. wish me luck. ill probably need it. haha. later.

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riddle me this

what good is protection if you dont use it?
what good is a spare tire for the flat on your car if you dont change it?
what good are glasses to someone who needs them if they dont use them?
what good is food if you dont eat?
what good is sleep if you dont get any?
what good are colors if youre blind?
what good is music if you are deaf?
what good is life if you dont live it?
what good is love if you have nowhere to put it?
 
do you know the answer? you should. its easy. the answer is…
nothing. none. zero. zilch. zip. nada.

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you ever feel like youre gonna snap?

i have never been so stressed. honestly i cant remember the last time i felt this way. i have a new job to contend with. the kids fight like animals at night( what am i saying at night, they fight all the time). the landlord here sold the house, so we had to find a new place, which we did, better place but higher rent, have to get a truck to move and buy fuel for the furnace, move all the stuff, and i cant lift and do the stuff i used to do cause i got a bad disc in my neck. so many friggin bills, got to get some furniture and find a dryer somewhere. there never seems to be enough hours in the day and no matter what i do, when i think im a little bit ahead with the money, something else comes along that i have to pay for that puts me right back in the hole. plus the ex and i have a confilict in our schedules and im not even sure yet who will watch the kids when that happens.
 
thats all i got to say. im tired. im going to bed. tomorrow it starts again. joy.

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St. Valentines Day

to be in love is to be in a perpetual state of anathesisa.
 
Henry Louis Mencken
 
 
 

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Two Trees

i saw two trees
bent by wind and weather
like they were trying to touch
trying to be together
 
their leaves falling like tears
branches like outstretched arms
reaching for each other
straining for a little warmth
 
as if they could uproot themselves
and come to each other
but roots can be stronger
than the call of a lover
 
forever frozen in time
pulling an invisible teather
mercy would be to cut them down
at least then, they could be together

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Four Steps Down To Heaven

four steps down to heaven
walking across the floor
you didnt even notice me
like i wasnt there anymore
 
picking thru someones charity
with no intentions
of finding a treasure
something worth a mention
 
im constantly paying
for everything ive ever done
i thought you’d smile when you saw me
i thought it would be fun
 
you cant cross an imaginary line
sounds crazy but its true
so i held out my arms and waited
waited to be held by you
 
and you held my face
and pressed your cheek to mine
and instructed me on how its done
and not to cross the line

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Enigma

She’s looking out across the water.
What is she waiting for?
Arms to wrap around her waist,
Enclosing her like the comfort of a warm blanket?
 
She has dreams
Grounded in realism
Reality is materialism
Happiness is sharing
Trust and caring
 
She’s looking back across days
What is she looking for?
All good things were lost
And found once again.
 
She’s always out of breath
Moving on to the next
Looking for the best
Happiness is being together
Knowing without speaking
 
There’s an enigma in her eyes
Staring leaves you wondering and scared
Lost when they turn away from you
Is’nt it funny how we see what we want to and not what’s actually there.
A mystery wrapped inside a riddle.
Enigma.

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