and heres why

well, here i am writing something normal(what is normal?) rather than what i usually write. so i have not been writing anything lately which is a direct result of two things. 1. i have not had the time since i am once again gainfully employed 2. i am content lately, a feeling that comes and goes. and that, as they say is that. 

Living at my Uncle’s Farm

I am at my uncles farm. I am living there but in a house on the other side of the road where currently in reality there is no house. he comes over from across the road and i follow him outside where i tell him i am not a farmer and never have been but if he tells me what to do i can do it.

the scene changes and i am driving a white car trying to find my way back to the farm. i have someone with me and after the hood flying up on the car and getting lost i decide to let my passenger drive.

 

thats all i remember.

Who Gave You Your Boots

I am in what appears to me to be a school classroom. theres one or two other people there, and one person i used to work with. we are asking each other where we got our clothes. he asks me where i got my coat and i ask him the same, back and forth. Im waiting for him to ask me where i got my boots but just as he is about to ask, for some reason we have to leave.

thats all i remember.

Amazing Dogs

i am helping someone move into a house. they have a tractor trailer backed up to the door and there are about 3 of us moving things. i pick up something to bring it in  and one of the people i am with tells me never mind putting things where they tell you to, just pile things against a wall and keep piling up and up so we can be done quicker. i carry something up stairs and into a bedroom. it is a really large room because there are three double beds in this room. after this i am suddenly outside on a ledge and trying to go back down to the ground. i know i can make it down but im scared to. someone there i pushing me to try to go down, but i just cant budge myself. looking to the side i see a building across the way and theres a couple of dogs running around on the ledge over there. one of them runs straight down the side of the building. the other wants to but doesnt seem to be able to. i say look at that dog do that. im amazed but no one else seems to think it unusual. theres another dogs going down the building hanging on to a rope. again this is amazing to me but no one else seems to take notice.

thats all i remember.

My Ex Clamps Down

I am at my sisters house in Rexton. i live there and so does my ex. the kids are not there. i walk out of my bedroom and my ex,(ok this is weird but i said i would put down anything i dream, so here goes), walks up to me and grabs me by my privates and squeezes while laughing at me. Being in pain i fall to the floor and beg to be let go. after much pleading she does. i get up and go to the bedroom where i start to pack my stuff, while she is walking around acting like everything is just fine and saying i dont know why you want to leave but go if you want to. as im walking past a mirror in the bathroom, i can see on my neck this huge hickey, as if it was a continuation from the last dream.

the phone rings again in the real world and i wake up.

end of dream.

The Vampire in the Gym

i am in a school gym, lots of people around on the bleachers and the like. we are watching some sort of performance by gymnasts or the like one of the performers seems to fall over on some sort of pipe and appears to be badly injured. i am standing off to the side and when i see this i run over right away. this woman puts her arm around me and uses me for support telling everyone she is ok. i help her off to the side and she does not appear to be hurt at all. now she is standing with her back to the wall and throws her arms around my neck and starts to make out with me right there. im stunned and dont really know how to respond. then she moves to my necik and this wave of pleasure washes over me. she pulls back and smiles and all her teeth are sharp and pointed. she gives me a little card and tells me to come and see her there anytime.

the phone rings and wakes me up.

End of dream.

I Wasn’t Stalking You, Honest

Im standing on the corner, down by where the nuns live on King St. by the fence and my Dad is there. why i dont know. but im happy that he is. im talking to him and bouncing on the fence like a kid and i look sideways and i see a woman i know staring at me from the window of an apartment building. she has a frown on her face and i think to myself, she thinks im here to bug her. but i didnt even know she lived here. she leaves the window and my dad says come on lets go inside. i dont really want to cause he wants me to go into the building where she is. so we go inside and somehow i lose track of him. the place is a mad house, like some kind of ghetto building with everyones doors open and kids running all through the halls. she is on the top floor and i make my way up to there and see that her door is open too and she is in there cleaning the bathroom.

something else happened too, i think i had supper with the people across the hall but i dont really remember that part clearly.

thats all i remember.

Yelling Thru the Window

i am in my room and i look out the window and my fathers best friend who has been dead for a few years now is outside. he looks good and happy and he is waiting for me by his truck. i call to him but the window is closed and he cant here me. i bang on the window and he seems to know someone is making noise but he cant tell from where. the window opens with a crank but i cant get it to work. he is going to leave and i dont want him to. finally i get the window to open a bit and yell t him and he hears me and starts to walk around to the side of the house where he can come in and i go there to meet him.

thats all i remember.

The Woman in the Garden

I am in Main River, the place where my father grew up and not too far from where i grew up. im at my grandfathers farm and standing in the field. i look across the field to the house next door and i see a woman i know come out of the house. i didnt know she lived there or was even around there and i am surprised to see her.she walks out and to the back and there is a long garden that runs about half way down the field to the river. she is walking thru the garden with a basket. like she is looking to pick something but never does. it was like there was literally a glow all around her because she was so beautiful.

thats all i remember.

Gas Station

Im at a gas station. i have stopped here to fill up because i am going on a long trip to Ontario. I feel like i am moving there. I get out of the car to fill it up and there is someone else there that i know with their car. they are moving away too. she says her family wont approve but what can she do about that. they think as long as you have enough money to pay your bills and a little bit left over, nothing else matters. she says they dont care how she feels otherwise or if shes happy where she is. as long as it works out financially. i tell her i wish there was something i could do but i have to take these kids there. there are two kids in the car. i have the feeling they are mine but they dont look like my kids. someone else is traveling with me. i seem to know this person yet i dont recognize them. i am driving now between rexton and richabucto, two little towns where i grew up and the windscreen is starting to fog up and i cant see anything. the person beside me draws a heart on the windscreen and says you should do this and then you will be able to see. i wipe my side clean but it immediatly fogs up again while the other side of the window you can see out of no problem. i stop the car to get out and somehow the woman from the gas station is there again. theres a song on the radio and i think to myself how did she know where i was and to come here at this time. she is talking to me and laughing and saying her family is going to be so surprised when they find out what she is doing.

thats all i remember.