Monthly Archives: June 2005

Letter To Gabriel

Hey there,
How you doing?
Me?
Oh, I’m ok
I just thought I’d drop you a line
It’s been such a long time
And we never get to talk
I just wanted you to know
That I’ve been thinking about you
And I wish you were here
Boy, we sure could have had some fun
And you couldn’t have been lonely
Cause there’s always lots of company around
I’m laughing to myself thinking how the girls would have picked on you
Or mabey you on them eh?
Of course we would have a bigger place to live
And , oh well, I guess theres no use going on about what will never be
 
 
I can see your eyes, you know.
 
 
So blue
Just like my Dad’s
I imagine you would be
Just a little like him
Mabey a bit like me
Anyway, mabey we’ll talk again in a while
I hope you’re ok, where ever you are
And by the way
I miss you very much
 
 
Love Dad

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Sand in the Sieve

I can hear it in your voice
As I walk away from you
Something on the edge of muscial
I can feel it when you put your hand on mine
Something on the edge of electricity
Something I don’t want to feel
But you are enticing
With an open invitation
Waiting
And how am I supposed to resist
And how do I look away
When you say the things you say
When we’re alone
And I’m so tempted not to go home
There’s an empty page in the book of my life
And you fill in the lines
Leaving me to read between them
Things that I don’t want to know
A place that I don’t want to go
How was I supposed to know
It wass supposed to go slow
Don’t ask more of me than I can give
Don’t ask me to live a life I can’t live
My will is draining away slowly
Like fine sand through a sieve
Don’t talk
Don’t touch
Don’t look
Don’t plan
Don’t manipulate
Don’t plan for things when it’s already too late
Don’t tell me not to hesitate
Just go away
And leave me be
The way you found me
Alone
 
 
Peter Gabriel Growing Up
On the floor there’s a long wooden table
On the table there’s an open book
On the page there’s a detailed drawing
And on the drawing is the name I took

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Coincidence

i was talking to someone the other night and they showed me the lyrics to a song i had never heard before. the next day i go on the pc and the first blog i go to read, someone i dont even know, the lyrics to the song are the first entry on the blog.

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Damn good friend?

i would have never thought of that, relating me to you. not because i dont try, because i do. i know im not easy to get along with, and i must seem like a grumpy old bastard most of the time. but i try. i think im a little more relaxed now that ive got some things worked out in my head. ive realized that most of the things i used to get uptight about were only because of my own insecurities. now that i know its ok to take time for myself when i need it and just walk away from everything. it not easy to sleep alone every night, but you already know that all too well as i do. if i can wish something in common for both of us, its that we could each find someone to fill in the spaces inside and be happy with.

but im getting off the track. thank you for what you said is all i really came here for. thanks. but remember that everything you said to me can be reflected back and shines from you also.

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Part 6: In Doubt

What do I hold in my hand?

Blade or flower?

The pain in my head

Worse with every hour.

What’s that noise?

I hear something coming on the wind.

The sound of a different drum.

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i have been…

I have been, uninspired. but tonite i was walking home late and something just struck me out of the blue. i just seemed to realize how strange the world has become compared to what it used to be.

My father was born in 1922. He could remember being taken to school in a horse and cart. my how technology has changed the world. i work with computers every day. i doubt that back in 1997, the year my dad died, he would have even known what a computer was, or how to even turn one on. i feel like a link to the past. like an imposter in the technological world. my children find the idea of record players and only 3 channels on the tv foreign concepts, and that was really not that long ago. Personally i like computers and listening to music on mine, watching movies and every thing that has come with it. but, sometimes, late at night, like tonite, walking home, i somehow wish i was riding home in a horse drawn carriage, like my father did, so many years ago. when the world was simple, and a man knew his place and worth, by the work of his hands, and the stars and moonlight to guide him home at night.

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End the day with something nice for a change

Artist: Oasis
Album: Don’t Believe The Truth
Year: 2005
Title: Let There Be Love 
 

(Noel Gallagher)

Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me?
Who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams?
Let there be love – Let there be love
I hope the weather is calm as you sail up your heavenly stream
Suspended clear in the sky are the words that we sing in our dreams
Let there be love – Let there be love – Let there be love – Let there be love

Come on baby blue
Shake up your tired eyes
The world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky

But if it makes you happy
Keep on clapping
Just remember I’ll be by your side
And if you only go, it’s gonna pass you by

 

from the best band in the world. isnt that beautiful

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