Monthly Archives: May 2005

Dreaming the day away

Today i woke up and reset the alarm. and woke up and reset the alarm and woke up and reset the alarm again. no use fighting it. the body just would not cooperate today. so i called in sick and dreamed the day away. I dreamed about the woman i love, i dreamed about dead pets and my parents. Getting lost in hospitals and trying to find my way home late at night. I dreamed i killed a large german shepard that was attacking me.

What did you dream about last night?

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Like

Sweet like candy

The taste of your mouth.

Soft like velvet

The touch of your lips.

Warm like a summer breeze

Your breath on my skin.

Sparkling like rain drops in the sun

The sound of your laugh.

Shimmering like peridot

The tears in your eyes.

Soothing like lithium

The sound of your voice.

Soft like a dragon’s underbelly

The frame around your face.

Gentle like a calm sea

The swaying of your hips.

Like mocha fudge at midnight

A secret pleasure

Best left forgotten.

Lest guilt overtake you in the afterglow.

Thats what you are like.

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Tears Like Diamonds

What will become of you little one

You’re so good at taking care of

What needs to be done.

Do you think you know

Everything you need

Do you really believe

That they all believe you.

 

Mabey I’m blinded

By the light behind your eyes

Mabey I just don’t want to realize

Sit around and watch old movies

All night long

But when you wake up

You’re still alone

 

Tears like diamonds

Fall harder than steel

You say you just can’t

Bring yourself to feel

Rain on the window

Cold like the light

Shining out from behind your eyes

 

I’m sure you never thought about

What you would do

If you feel this way for me

And I don’t feel that way for you

Cover up your mouth

So I won’t see

The truth in the words you speak

As you’re laughing at me

 

Tears like diamonds

Fall harder than steel

You say you just can’t

Bring yourself to feel

Rain on the window

Cold like the light

Shining out from behind your eyes

 

The moon shines in the window

Lays soft upon your skin

You always know

You can swing your cares away

Crawl into the bottle

And give up the right

To think that I’m worth

Anything more than one night

 

Tears like diamonds

Fall harder than steel

You say you just can’t

Bring yourself to feel

Rain on the window

Cold like the light

Shining out from behind your eyes

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im happy

This is the time I love, when im so tired i can hardly stay awake and i close my eyes and the music fills my head and all i see is your face and you’re smiling at me. curl up in the chair and thoughts wont come invading happiness. just your face and your voice in my mind. drift off to sleep and dream of you again. floor it into the setting sun and leave them all behind. leaving grey smoke on the highway. like paint smeared across the canvas. with the wind in your hair and the roar of the engine under the hood. dont take me home yet. let me stay here awhile. smash the rearview mirror so no one can sneak up on us and ruin the moment. I dont love you but im happy.

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Fruit in the Morning

She was walking down the hall

There’s a picture on the wall

That I really didn’t need to see at all

Laying on the bed

And the thoughts in my head

Are tossed and flung about,

Like the waves under the sheets.

The look on your face

When you brought me to this place,

Never thought about flowers instead of lace.

You’re just the kind to eat me up

Chew and spit me from your mouth,

Like words of anger

When it was over.

I wish that I had just stayed sober

Enough to know why I’m here at all.

The wall is a televison.

Shadows from the candles

That you light.

Turn the lights down low,

Move in soft and slow.

I’ve never been this good,

You never thought I could. 

Your eyes turn to pools.

Bite down on your hand and drift away.

You cut me open with your words,

Like the fruit you eat for breakfast.

Peeled and halved

With the core thrown away.

And I want to ask you

But I guess I can’t deny,

I’m happy to be here after all.

Up the hill

And around the corner

Is where lies make their home. 

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Anakin said it best

From the moment I met you, all those years ago, a
day hasn’t gone by when I haven’t thought of you. And now
that I’m with you again, I’m in agony. The closer I get to
you, the worse it gets. The thought of not being with you
makes my stomach turn over – my mouth goes dry. I feel
dizzy. I can’t breathe. I’m haunted by the kiss you should
never have given me. My heart is beating, hoping that kiss
will not become a scar. You are in my very soul, tormenting
me. What can I do? I will do anything you ask…

 

And look how he turned out.

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up too late

picking up pieces here and there till i cant remember what goes where and which came from who. put them together and something comes out. whats the point. i dont know. i think im tired of writing down this crap. the truth is the real crap. walking a tightrope gets tough after awhile. your legs start to shake and you look for the net below. and then you remember, oh yeah. i said i could do this without a net. damn fool. what have you gotten yourself into this time? 40 women in a room, I will walk staight up to the poison one and ask her to marry me.

story of my life.

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